Melissa

Tue, 05 May 2009 16:38:28 GMT

http://bellamella.tumblr.com/

Not best, but i like.

Tue, 05 May 2009 11:45:46 GMT

Sure, you can crush on a girl because she has a great ass or perfect teeth. There are all sorts of ways to be attracted to women. But there is also something deeper and more awesome called the “talent boner”. It wouldn’t matter if the girl was a torso on Krang-legs, you’d still want to crawl up inside her head and make sweet passionate love to her brainz.
Friends may say she’s no good and she may become the unhealthy center of your world, but you won’t care because you will be so mystified by what she has to say about the similarities between the human heart and flocks of migrating birds.

Tue, 05 May 2009 07:34:19 GMT

Everything is going placidly. It’s blissfully sweet to receive text messages saying that they miss me! Of so many things happening around me, my friends are all coming at the right time, when things were about to fumble and fall.  Even though none of them knew what was going on with my superficially thrilling life, perhaps they could sense from far far away that someone is standing on the minimum point now.

Wait! NO. I am not feeling entirely depressed or anything you call it, in fact, I feel pretty much alright, neither am I feeling extremely heavyhearted nor ecstatic. This is why I’m saying god is amazingly powerful. I left everything to him, and everything is all great under his control, at least a lot better than how I used to handle stuff.

Alright, I ought to grumble over one thing, just one thing! :D my left hand is disturbingly painful. It is not a sudden pain, but the pain is there throughout the day. Enough to make me feel uncomfortable. I hope mummy is beside me now, so she could massage my hand to make me feel better. Now I’ve got no idea what to do to make my hand feel better. I’ve tried massaging it, but the pain doesn’t seem to go off.
Yanie was asking me to stop pulling my fingers otherwise it will drop& she will not be able to fix it back. Ha,Silly girl.

Mon, 04 May 2009 17:05:40 GMT

I went on with it after praying for a decision. Perhaps ultimately this was what father wants me to do, I strongly believe so. Because at the very least, I wasn’t tearing after making the decision, instead, I felt tiny winy bit of relieved. (That’s not the usual me!)

I hope everything will go on smoothly, still.

**Thank you lord.

Sat, 02 May 2009 14:08:44 GMT

I just want to worship you.

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 06:29:02 GMT

Because......

I love how you play along, being silly, with me.
I got a strong feeling that this will be love.
&I know this will last.

Mon, 27 Apr 2009 06:26:16 GMT

I met you on a springtime day,
You were minding your life and I was minding mine too.
Lady, when you looked my way,
I had a strange sensation and Darling, that's when I knew...

That it's sad to belong to someone else,
When the right one comes along.
Yes, it's sad to belong to someone else,
When the right one comes along.

Oh, I wake up in the night,
And I reach beside me hoping you would be there.
But instead I find someone,
Who believed in me when I said I'd always care...

Oh, it's sad to belong to someone else,
When the right one comes along.
Yes, it's sad to belong to someone else,
When the right one comes along.

So I'll live my life in a dream world,
For the rest of my days.
Just you and me walking hand in hand,
In a wishful memory...
Oh, I guess it's all that it will ever be...

I wish I had a time machine, I could,
Make myself go back until the day I was born.
Then I would live my life again,
And rearrange it so that I'd be yours from now on.

Oh, it's sad to belong to someone else,
When the right one comes along.
Yes, it's sad to belong to someone else,
When the right one comes along.

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 11:43:38 GMT

Wrapped around each other
Trying so hard to stay warm
That first cold winter together
Lying in each others arms
Watching those old movies
Falling in love so desperately
Honey, I was your hero
And you were my leading lady

We had it all
Just like Bogie and Bacall
Starring in our old late, late show
Sailing away to Key Largo

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 10:10:06 GMT

I am waking up! Waking up from my dream that once drifted me away from all my piling up assignments.
Why why why.... Why can’t i kick away the habit of oversleeping and waking up late? I’ve missed 4 + 2 + 2 line of lessons. Aiyoyo, I hope daddy is not reading this. Bro, u better not tell daddy hor! :p Shucks :(

******
Dear father, please let me decide between the 2 wonderful things displaying in front of me now. No, the winner can’t take them all. The winner takes and appreciates and turns the best out of the good. With you deciding, I’m not going to regret. Oh lord, please take me away from the selfishness.

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 06:23:45 GMT

ZHD!!!!!! I MISS YOU OKAY!
A LOT A LOT A LOT~
I miss your pies, i miss your surprises, i miss your impromptu and crankiest act. I MISS YOU DARLING :(
bake pies for me again leh............................... hahahhaha. I love your apple pie!

I ♥ you many

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 18:14:10 GMT

I passed my first accounting test, but aye..................... >;(
I haven't been reading news. Idk what's happening around me.
I still watch the video you guys made for me, occasionally. (the last time i watched it was yesterday!) It never fail to make my day!
I haven't done my laundry since the first day of arrival in Melbourne.
I don't dare to cook.
I have met a handful of good people, good friends!
I met this guy from my class, and i think i'm ignoring him :/ He is a great guy, he helped me to carry my first box back to my apartment. Still, idk why i'm ignoring him. But well, i always either forget or don't reply to text messages.
I have an additional 2 huge (hmm, heavy perhaps?) boxes to collect from the post office. Hmm, who can/should i call now :/
I have 2 Singaporean classmate, one of them is Rachelle Seah! ;)
I cried (2days ago). awww.
I met a guy, i find him very mesmerizing. <3
I have been eating ice cream for almost everyday
I think i've gained weight x1000
I have finally met Gabriel, Kelly & Marcus!
I like Shiting. She is so harmless, so friendly. ♥
I miss my family in Singapore
I miss Daddy & Mummy
I miss Daryl
I miss nagging at him & cuddling him.
I miss Dina
I miss arguing with her. haha!
I miss Rachel
I miss those poke on the belly days
I miss Vin
I miss hearing you calling me Noob la~
I miss Fiend
I miss laughing at his dirty jokes
I miss Jian Jian
I miss the comfortness i always get when i'm with her
I miss calling winnie randomly
I miss having all of you in my cozy room, snatching my blanket/pillow/bolster
I miss mrs joyce yip
I have to give fhss's 10th anniversary a miss.
I should stop at episode 5 of Gokusen.
I want to start reading The purpose driven
I must complete all my maths assignments by this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My maths teacher is a killer.

Do it all for glory of god
:)

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 17:23:54 GMT

It took a long- time-, like all of seven days,
to really know I wanted you with me.
It was my own mind, with all its doubting ways,
that kept me from just jumping with both feet.
I don't rush to make commitments.
I don't hurry into love.
With you, I'm wond'ring what took me- so long.

Once I've given you my heart,
I don't really want it back.
It's something that I gave to you to keep.
Once I've given you my heart,
I don't want it broken or cracked.
I'm entrusting you to keep it safe for me.

Not love at first- sight-, I wasn't overwhelmed.
I'd often joked with beauties at the store.
But somewhere inside, I felt somewhat compelled
to ask you for your number by your door.
I don't know just who was speaking,
but I clearly heard it said,
"You'd better not let this one slip- away".

The asphalt's hot & sticky
on the swelt'ring parking lot,
but as we talked, I could have sworn
I smelled the ocean breeze.
The time spun much too quickly
& I totally forgot
the art I was s'posed to be selling.
Was I selling too much of me?

It's been a long- time-. It's nearly been ten years.
That's longer than with anybody else.
We've shared the sunshine, the clouds, the laughs, the tears.
But mostly, we've had smiles above all else.
All the daisies keep on blooming
right outside our bedroom door.
By now you know, with you I'm playing for keeps.

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 22:24:47 GMT

I am still half way through with my packing. I should kick away the habbits of procrastinating. well well well. Will be leaving (90%) sunny Singapore at 7.55pm tonight. awww, if i could postpone my trip further... This evening I had a farewell dinner (if you do call that a farewell dinner) with my family, we were all talking about Melbourne. At 1 point,
my brother asked: "Tomorrow can i don't go to the airport with all of you?"
My daddy: "Cannot lah"
My brother: "huh? I scared later i cry, i won't stop eh"
We burst out in laughter, and all of us couldn't help but to cry. It breaks my heart to see all of them cry. :(

Yes, alvin poh has always been teasing me about the aeroplane concession. He has never express any form of care/love to me, despite saying how much i loved all of them, & NO! he has never said he love me, not even once okay. Guess what. I happened to see his latest entry. he, STILL, didn't express his love/care to me, idk why i just cried after reading the entry. At least i know his there :) Webcam with me when youre naked (half)! hahah

Rach, thank you so much for being such a great girlfriend. I feel very comfortable with you guys around. Seems like the O level period did helped to let the both of us know each other more. Always calm & steady. YAY. My good and forever friend is a national shooter ;p Please never forget that I will always love you with all my heart. many many. Go to vin's house and webcam with me!

Zhd, okay i can visualize you making another attempt to remind me that youre zdh, not zhd. Although I didn't spend as much time with you than the time i spent with Rach, you know what. I love you, for being the sweetest girl among all of us, who always come out with shocking surprises, who always never fail to do funny stunts. remember the drift drift thing? haha, you silly girl. Can i also say, she bakes really nice apple pies. yummy yummy, i like.

Sam, Hi fiend :D I love you fiend :p

lastly........

Shujian, omg, you have been a very supportive, caring, loving, and my best/great best/great best/great friend. Like what i've always said, please let nobody take advantages of you.......... sorry sorry. i'm very sleepy now. how about i update again when i'm free? :/ haha, didnt do it on purpose k!

take care friends!
please don't do anymore stunts like counting the number of words i just wrote for you. That definitely is unable to measure the love i have for all of you

good night!

YouTube in 1985

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 19:06:45 GMT

Obama girl

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 03:00:27 GMT

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 20:25:06 GMT

Welcome Ng Melissa, here is your handwriting analysis.

Ng is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Ng will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Ng an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Ng is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Ng is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Ng doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Ng will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Ng believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Ng will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Ng is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Ng learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Ng is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Ng's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Ng that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Ng also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Ng is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Ng's self-concept is artificially low. Ng will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Ng to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Ng is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Something is incomplete in Ng's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Ng's sexual needs.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Ng has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Ng fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Ng has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Ng seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Ng seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

haha, whatever.
http://www.handwritingwizard.com/

Sun, 14 Sep 2008 07:11:36 GMT

i dreamt that USD dropped to $1.37.

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 09:15:21 GMT

Probe on Qantas aircraft

Qantas CEO to be replaced by Jetstar CEO

Wine in a baby bottle Madame?

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 12:28:40 GMT

http://www.guardian.co.uk/travel/video/2008/apr/24/wine

It makes a sound like thunder

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 16:18:02 GMT

Starry Starry Night

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They're not listening still
Perhaps they never will...

How Did I Fall In Love With You

Remember when
We never needed each other
The best of friends
Like sister and brother
We understood
We'd never be
Alone

Those days are gone
Now I want you so much
The night is long
And I need your touch
Don't know what to say
Never meant to feel this way
Don't wanna be alone tonight

(Chorus): What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do
How did I fall in love with you

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child
That I resemble
I cannot pretend
That we can still be friends
Don't wanna be alone tonight

(Chorus): What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do
How did I fall in love with you

I wanna say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know
Howie: I don't wanna live this lie
I don't wanna say goodbye
With you I wanna spend the rest of my life

(Chorus): What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do
How did I fall in love with you
What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall in love with you

Sometimes love just ain't enough

I dont wanna lose you,
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

Now I could never change you
I dont wanna blame you
Baby you dont have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change

But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough

And theres no way home
When its late at night and youre all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch.
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.

To be with you

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's doone to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

[Chorus]
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

I'm yours

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

Always be my baby

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
You will always be my baby

What you got

(feat. Akon)

Konvict, Konvict

Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh

[Verse 1: Colby O'Donis]
I peeped you on the phone
Just showin' off ya stones
And notice that that pinky ring is bright enough baby
I know you're not alone
But I could just be wrong
The way them fellas houndin' and sizin' you up baby
And I like the way you take advantage of
Every man you love
I see, and I know your game girl
But I don't mind if ya come and play with us
Just don't talk too much
I see, I see it so you don't have to say a word
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right

[Hook:]
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin' hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus:]
Always talkin' bout What You Got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout What You Got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Verse 2: Colby O'Donis]
Girl I can tell you want something to love
That's why you hold on to everything that pass you by
Can't resist girl and I can't lie
And I can tell if you are here for me
Or everybody watchin' you shake from left to right
The way you move got me hypnotized
The way you take advantage of every man you love
I see, and I know your game girl
But I don't mind if ya come and play with us
Just don't talk too much
I see, I see it so you don't have to say a word
[ What You Got lyrics brought to you by LyricsYouLove ]
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right

[Hook:]
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin' hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus:]
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Oooh)
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Verse 3: Akon]
I can't keep my eyes away from you girl when you get on the floor and do what you do
And errbody wanna come back to that body and kind of remind myself I'm like you
Cus your that type drive a man crazy and snatch him away from his lady
No matter how hard the man hold back he'll end up callin' you baby
And they never really know what to do once you expose that thang you do
Ya had him crawlin' on hands and knees and ya find a way to get him out that cheese
And why ya thinkin' that you the only dude she off in the mall livin' off of you
Lettin' errbody know she got you but now you feel like a fool

[Hook:]
Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin' hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

[Chorus:]
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Always talkin' bout what you got (Eh)
Girl you know that you need to stop

Take a bow

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
Theres no one here
[theres no one here, theres no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when theres no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[one lonely star you dont know who you are]

Chorus:

Ive always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess youve always known its true [you know its true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where youre breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[just make em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, youre one lonely star
[one lonely star and you dont know who you are]

(chorus, repeat)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the storyd go
How was I to know youd break
[youd break, youd break, youd break]
Youd break my heart

Ive always been in love with you
[Ive always been in love with you]
Guess youve always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

(chorus)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

Love song

Head under water
And they tell me... to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder... even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually... hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you... to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you... a love song today
Today, yeah

I learned the hard way
That they all say... things you want to hear
And my heavy heart... sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello... to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you... a love song today

Promise me... you'll leave the light on
To help me see... with daylight, my guide, gone
Cause I believe there's a way... you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or break in this
Is that why you wanted a love song
Cause you asked for it
Cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you tell me it's make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you... to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you... a love song today
Today (yeah eh eh eh)

Feedback

Light Skin, Dark Skin, My Asian Persuasion,
I Got them all that's why these girls out here hatin
Cause I'm sexy

Do you like my style
Yeah that sexy sexy sexy
Like I rock it down
Yeah that sexy sexy sexy
You can work me out
Yeah that sexy sexy sexy
Let me show you how
Yeah that sexy sexy sexy

So here's my demonstration
A peep show
Tonight my body's an exhibition baby
Though it's on display don't be scared to
Touch It, It said so
So come and get it babe

Strum me like a guitar blow out my amplifier
When you hear some feedback keep going take it higher
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback feedback oh
Feedback feedback oh
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback feedback oh
Feedback feedback oh

Light Skin, Dark Skin, My Asian Persuasion,
I Got them all that's why these girls out here hatin
Cause I'm sexy

Do you like my style
Yeah that sexy sexy sexy
Like I rock it down
Yeah that sexy sexy sexy
You can work me out
Yeah that sexy sexy sexy
Let me show you how
Yeah that sexy sexy sexy

Before we go any more further
Let me put you up on this secret babe
I got novelties so appeasing
Feed my fetish please
Satisfy me babe

Strum me like a guitar blow out my amplifier
When you hear some feedback keep going take it higher
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback feedback oh
Feedback feedback oh
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback feedback oh
Feedback feedback oh

You like it how I work my spine
Got you feeling all hypnotized (hypnotized)
I gotta body like a CL5
Make a nigger wanna test drive but I'm so on fire
Flyer than a pelican find another chick better than I don't see her
Cause my swag is serious
Something heavy like a first day period

Strum me like a guitar blow out my amplifier
When you hear some feedback keep going take it higher
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback feedback oh
Feedback feedback oh

Strum me like a guitar blow out my amplifier
When you hear some feedback keep going take it higher
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback feedback oh
Feedback feedback oh
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback feedback oh
Feedback feedback oh

4 minutes

(feat. Justin Timberlake, Timbaland)

[Timbaland:]
I'm outta time and all I got is 4 minutes
(Fricki fricki)
4 minutes eh
[x8]

Ha ha
Yeah
Ha ha
Breakdown come on

[Justin Timberlake:]
Hey
Uh
Come on
Madonna

[Madonna:]
Come on boy I've been waiting for somebody to pick up my stroll

[Justin:]
Now don't waste time, give me desire, tell me how you wanna roll

[Madonna:]
I want somebody to speed it up for me then take it down slow
There's enough room for both

[Justin:]
Girl I can hit you back just gotta show me where it's at
Are you ready to go? (Are you ready to go?)

[Madonna and Justin:]
If you want it
You've already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want

If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and
I'ma give you what you want

[Madonna:]
Time is waiting

[Justin:]
We only got four minutes to save the world

[Madonna:]
No hesitating
Grab a boy

[Justin:]
Go grab your girl

[Madonna:]
Time is waiting

[Justin:]
We only got four minutes to save the world

[Madonna:]
No hesitating

[Justin:]
We only got four minutes huh four minutes
So keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

[Madonna:]
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

[Justin:]
That's right keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

[Madonna:]
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock
Sometimes I think what I need is a you intervention

Yeah

[Justin:]
And I know I can tell that you like it and that it's good
By the way that you move
Oh hey

[Madonna:]
The road to heaven is paved with good intentions
Yeah

[Justin:]
But if I die tonight at least I can say I did what I wanted to do
Tell me how 'bout you?

[Madonna and Justin:]
If you want it
You've already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want

If you feel it
It must be real just
Say the word and
I'ma give you what you want

[Madonna:]
Time is waiting

[Justin:]
We only got four minutes to save the world

[Madonna:]
No hesitating
Grab a boy

[Justin:]
Go grab your girl

[Madonna:]
Time is waiting

[Justin:]
We only got four minutes to save the world

[Madonna:]
No hesitating

[Justin:]
We only got four minutes huh four minutes
So keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

[Madonna:]
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

[Justin:]
That's right keep it up keep it up
Don't be afraid
Madonna

[Madonna:]
You gotta get em a heart
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

[Timbaland:]
Breakdown
Yeah

[Madonna:]
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

[Timbaland:]
Yeah uh

[Madonna:]
Tick tock tick tock tick tock

[Timbaland:]
I've only got four minutes to save the world

Better together

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together

[Chorus:]
MMM its always better when we're together
Look at the stars when we're together
Its always better when we're together
Yeah, its always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find there way into my dreams tonight
But I know that theyll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
But tomorrow night you see
That theyll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find there way
Into my day to day scene
Ill be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree

Its always better when we're together
We're somewhere in between together
Its always better when we're together
Yeah, its always better when we're together

MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together

Let me think about it

You saying baby
I'll take you for a ride
Let's get together
Work it all night

I'll be your love
You sexy look fine
I'll make you feel like
Heaven is near

Come on girl believe me
I'll make you see
That I am the true way
Towards ecstasy

Touch me, feel me
Then you will find
We are meant to be...
And I aint lying

Let me think about it

You say you want me
You say you need me
You say you love me
Like I'm your

Let me think about it

Have you ever seen the rain

Someone told me long ago
There's a calm before the storm,
I know;
It's been comin' for some time.
When it's over, so they say,
It'll rain a sunny day,
I know;
Shinin' down like water.

[Chorus:]
I want to know, have you ever seen the rain?
I want to know, have you ever seen the rain
Comin' down on a sunny day?

Yesterday, and days before,
Sun is cold and rain is hard,
I know;
Been that way for all my time.
'Til forever, on it goes
Through the circle, fast and slow,
I know;
It can't stop, I wonder.

[Chorus]

Yeah!

[Chorus]

Low

[Chorus:]
Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 1:]
I ain't never seen nuthin that'll make me go,
This crazy all night spendin my dough
Had a million dollar vibe and a bottle to go
Dem birthday cakes, they stole the show
So sexual, she was flexible
Professional, drinkin X and ooo
Hold up wait a minute, do I see what I think I
Whoa
Did I think I seen shorty get low
Ain't the same when it's up that close
Make it rain, I'm makin it snow
Work the pole, I got the bank roll
Imma say that I prefer them no clothes
I'm into that, I love women exposed
She threw it back at me, I gave her more
Cash ain't a problem, I know where it goes

She had them

[Chorus:]
Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her

She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack
[Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 2:]
Hey
Shawty what I gotta do to get you home
My jeans full of gwap
And they ready for Shones
Cadillacs Maybachs for the sexy grown
Patrone on the rocks that'll make you moan

One stack (come on)
Two stacks (come on)
Three stacks (come on, now that's three grand)

What you think I'm playin baby girl
I'm the man, I'll bend the rubber bands

That's what I told her, her legs on my shoulder
I knew it was ova, that Henny and Cola
Got me like a Soldier
She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her
So lucky oo me, I was just like a clover
Shorty was hot like a toaster
Sorry but I had to fold her,
Like a pornography poster
She showed her

[Chorus:]
Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
[these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 3:]
Whoa
Shawty
Yea she was worth the money
Lil mama took my cash,
And I ain't want it back,
The way she bit that rag,
Got her them paper stacks,
Tattoo Above her crack,
I had to handle that,

I was on it, sexy woman, let me shownin
They be want it two in the mornin
I'm zonin in them rosay bottles foamin
She wouldn't stop, made it drop
Shorty did that pop and lock,
Had to break her off that gwap
Gah it was fly just like my glock

[Chorus:]
Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

C'mon

If i had eyes

If I had eyes in the back of my head
I would have told you that
You looked good
As I walked away

And if you could've tried to trust the hand that failed *
You would've never been hungry
But you never really be

The more of this or less of this or is there any difference
or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore

Sometimes time doesn't heal
No not at all
Just stand still
While we fall
In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back
When you got eyes like that
It won't let me in
Always looking out

Lot of people spend their time just floating
We were victims together but lonely
You got hungry eyes that just can't look forward
Can't give them enough but we just can't start over
Building with bent nails we're
falling but holding, I don't wanna take up anymore of your time
Time time time

Sometimes time doesn't heal
No not all
Just stand still
While we fall
In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back
When you got eyes like that
It won't let me in
Always looking out
Always lookin

Tell Laura i love her

Laura and Tommy were lovers
He wanted to give her everything
Flowers, presents, but most of all, a wedding ring

He saw a sign for a stock car race
A thousand dollar prize it read
He couldn't get Laura on the phone
So to her mother, Tommy said

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura I may be late
I've something to do, that cannot wait

He drove his car to the racing grounds
He was the youngest driver there
The crowed roared as they started the race
Around the track they drove at a deadly pace

No one knows what happened that day
Or how his car overturned in flames
But as they pulled him from the twisted wreck
With his dying breath, they heard him say

Tell Laura I love her
Tell Laura I need her
Tell Laura not to cry
My love for her will never die

Now in the chapel where Laura prays
For her poor Tommy, who passed away
It was just for Laura he lived and died
Alone in the chapel she can hear him cry

O holy night

O holy night the stars are brightly shining
It is the night of our dear Savior's birth
Long lay the world in sin and error pining
Till He appeared and the soul felt its worth

A thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices
For yonder breaks a new glorious morn
Fall on your knees
O hear the angels' voices
O night divine
O night when Christ was born
O night divine, O night
O night divine

A thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn
Fall on your knees
O hear the angels' voices
O night divine
O night when Christ was born
O night divine, O night
O night divine

The last Waltz

I wondered should I go or should I stay,
the band had only one more song to play.
And then I saw you out the corner of my eye,
a little girl, alone and so shy.
I had the last waltz with you,
two lonely people together.
I fell in love with you,
the last waltz should last forever.
But the love we had was going strong,
through the good and bad we get along.
And then the flame of love died in your eye,
my heart was broke in two when you said goodbye.
I had the last waltz with you...
It's all over now, nothing left to say,
just my tears and the orchestra playing.
La la la la la la la la la,
la la la la la la la la la.
I had the last waltz with you...
La la la la la la la la la.

Changing partners

We were waltzing together,
To a dreamy melody
When they called out, "change partners"
And you waltzed away from me
Now my arms feel so empty,
As I gaze around the floor
And I'll keep on changing partners
Till I hold you once more
Though we danced for one moment
And too soon, we had to part
In that wonderful moment,
Something happened to my heart
So I'll keep changing partners
Till your in my arms, and then
Oh my darling, I will never
Change partners again
Though we danced for one moment,
And too soon, we had to part
In that wonderful moment,
Something happened to my heart
So I'll keep changing partners
Till your in my arms, and then
Oh my darling, I will never
Change partners again

The hallmark of healthy locks?

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 11:57:40 GMT

The hallmark of healthy locks? High-wattage shine! To get your hair it's shiniest ever -- no matter what your hair color -- try these tricks:

If your hair is straight: You're lucky: Straight hair lies flat so light can reflect off it easily, giving the appearance of great shine. To keep your straight hair shiny, use a gentle shampoo and conditioner. Gentle products keep the hair's cuticle --the tiny "shingles" that line the hair -- healthy. A roughed-up cuticle diffuses light, detracting from shine. If you blowdry, use a natural bristle brush and a blowdryer on medium heat. When hair is dry, spritz on a shine-enhancing spray to keep hair silky.

If your hair is curly: You have more of a challenge. Curly hair is naturally dry so its cuticle is likely to be rough to begin with. Add to that its texture, and light has a difficult time reflecting from it. To make your curls as shiny as possible, use moisturizing shampoo and conditioners, and be sure to trim fuzzy ends regularly. Apply your styling products to damp hair, shake hair gently, then wind strands around your finger to shape them. If you can, allow hair to air dry; if you must blowdry, use a diffuser attachment. Very important: Touch your hair as little as possible. Scrunching or tousling as you dry breaks up curl formation, diffusing light even more. When hair is dry, rub a few drops of a silicone shine serum between your palms, then gently smooth palms down the length of your curls.

Cause you're sweeter than apple pie

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 16:53:50 GMT

Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Most beautiful thing in sight
Always takin' on the spotlight
Always in the club lookin hot
Girl you know that you need to stop

Thu, 22 May 2008 15:26:45 GMT

Fuck Paypal.
Fuck Authorization failed.

I neeeeeeeeeeeed to send money urgently, like very urgently!

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 11:21:56 GMT

You brag & i'll brag.

Yesterday, Sunday:

Shopped at Vivocity.
Bought a red ribbed tank($89) & a white tee($79) both from Armani Exchange.

I want to get all the t-shirt. and i want that A|X belt ): Also, i want their membership card ($500)

Then, Mango. bought a few jeans & tops.

The day before yesterday, Saturday:
Shopped at Taka.
Bought a Sweater($35 & collar tee($45) from Mango. and a top from Fox($29).

Then, i got a new Gucci wallet.

:D

2008 is definitely not a year for me to ~~splurge~~ save.

bye, so how's bragging?

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 11:38:18 GMT

oh, creative is giving me an one-to-one exchange for one of their mp3s. Because my previous one was way beyond help. &Last weekend, i just bought an ipod for my brother. now, we've got 2 mp3s.
i think it was a total waste of mahhhnehhh.

well well well, i'm having some tiny weeny problem with the ipod. I don't know how to upload the song individually, instead of synchronizing all the songs.

Last night i didn't turn off the ipod, because it hung on me. So, i thought that was the only alternative, to wait for the battery to go flat, and so it will auto shut down. hahahahhahahha

It's never too late.
Anyway, Hello 2008, and goodbye 2007!

Many many many things happened.
It was rlly memorable:
that i got my navel pierced in ECP.
When we almost got into an accident when i was driving Amos's grandma's car.
How i cried when that party 'flop'.
How we bargain for cab fare.
How i got to know the people out there.

However, i know, &you know, that there's good &bad times. But they are still part of the memories. Like how sad i was last year, i'm happy that it have happened before. Don't ask me why.

2007, i'm sry, i have been rlly mischeivous. Still, 2007 was never boring for me. For the friends who stood beside me up and down. who held my hands and cross the road together. who sat outside the mall with me. etc.

2006,I had my tongue pierced.
2007,I had my navel pierced.
2008, what's now? :D

year 2008 will be a better one, so look forward to it. Having a crashing 2008! :D

LOL. i think "shut the crap, bitch" sounds so nice. like... i don't know why also.

What else more? A Shot At Love With Tila Tequila is rlly nice. go watch. :D like how cool can Tila Tequila can be.